The toughest lesson I have learnt since leaving school and being in the semi-real-world is that you don't know what you've got until its gone.
For me, it wasn't that people or places or things left- in most cases I left them. Not leaving as in a heated feud with smashed plates and me storming out but rather me choosing to move to a city to pursue my goals. As many others around me did as well.
Home is still there and not much has changed. I still have my amazing, incredible friends whenever I need them. And my family is still as loopy but loving as normal.
But none of them are as readily accessible as they were in the past. I used to be able get my dose of everything and everyone I love in the one day. Nowadays it's only for special events that these things will line up. And even then I know that it's such a rare occasion and so struggle to enjoy it because I'm too busy anticipating the low that will follow once I leave.
But I have learnt that if you can relax and just be in the moment then it is all the more special.
